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Previously: Bennie just rescued his folks from harm with the help Officer
Charles. And the saga continues...
The Cure
by Harrison Lowe
Once the dust settled, Bennie placed his dad's handkerchief over the dead man's
face. Officer Charles and the back-up officers began to make a report of the
mayhem.
Bennie, his mom and dad walked back to the house. The screen door was half off
its
hinges; otherwise, just some household items were damaged -- a shattered glass
picture frame on the floor and some broken chairs. No one could understand why
the
inmate would go to all this trouble and not take the truck to get away.
Bennie went back to the barn to get Spotty. He buried him down by the creek
where
they’d played and hunted in the the woods. All the friendly creatures in the
area
knew something wasn't right. The squirrels and birds seemed still during the
burial.
The high creek seemed still, too. That moment of silence gave Bennie the
connection
he always sought when he came to visit his folks.
For the next few hours, they cleaned and straightened up the place.
It was dusk, and the western skies burned bright red-orange. It meant it was
time
for Bennie to head back home. His mom was still determined that Bennie should go
back to Arizona soon. She was concerned, but wasn't sure what consequences might
happen. As a child growing up, she had heard that something dire would happen if
a
Navajo came near a dead person. After all, it was Bennie who saw the man's
spirit
before Officer Charles shot the man dead, and that alone should mean something,
she
reasoned to herself. Half-heartedly, he promised that he would. His Mom wasn't
too
thrilled with his response, but wasn’t not surprised, either. She knew that
Bennie
was one of those with the mindset of, “if it isn’t broken, don't mess with it.”
Bennie made sure his folks were o.k. before he left. Once on the Interstate, his
eyes became watery and could barely see. He wiped them with his shirt sleeve and
seemed unaware that his car was crossing over the white stripes and back -- he
was
finding it hard to see. What he really wanted was to turn back, but that would
only
make matters worse for his mom. He couldn't alarm her any more, after what
they'd
been through. He thought she might catch whatever he’d gotten, and he sure
couldn't
live with that agony.
So instead, he decided to pull over and stop for a short walk. After a while, he
felt better. Then he got back into his car and made it home safely. He unpacked
his
duffel bag and took two aspirin. Then he made himself a sandwich and watched
some
TV. Shortly after, he went to bed.
He felt much better the next morning. He thought that maybe it had been
something to
do with the anxieties of the the duel back at the ranch. He never gave it
another
thought. Later that day, he called his mom to see how they were doing, and they
said
they were fine. However, that evening, he began to feel nauseous. Bennie
couldn't
understand why he was feeling this way. His face felt warm and his body felt
weak.
That had him thinking that maybe he was having a relapse of the effect. He
seriously
pondered on the promise he’d made to his mom.
He couldn't remember the name of the trading post where his grandma did her
shopping.
So he wrote a letter to her and told her that he was planning to come see
her
soon. There
are no telephones at his grandma’s place; otherwise, he would've
called
her. In the
meantime, he did what he could to keep from getting worse. He made
some
tomato soup
and hot tea. All that day, he stayed inside and rested. By that
evening,
he was feeling much better again. He called his sister and told her that he was
going out to Arizona for a short visit to his grandma.
* * *
It had been a week since the ordeal with the prison inmate. He’d felt good to
not-so-good since. But more good than not.
He finally remembered the number of the general store where his grandma does her
shopping and mail all in one hour. Patty, the store owner, was there, and
answered
the call from Bennie. He told her to tell Sandwater Woman that her grandson
Bennie
is coming out to visit her in two days.
It wasn't one hour when Sandwater Woman came in for her routine stuff. Patty
told
her that Bennie was coming for a visit in two days. That was surprise good news
to
Sandwater Woman. She hadn’t seen him in almost six years. She was always happy
to
see him when he visited, because Bennie always had money. She told Patty to save
her
some meat, materials and a big 25# bag of Bluebird flour. Patty grinned, because
she
knew, too.
Sandwater Woman was just about turn and go out when she looked back at Patty.
She
asked her, "Are you sure that was all he said. No ‘I'm homesick,’ or ‘I’m hungry
for
some mutton and frybread’?"
"Nope. Just what I told you. Why?" asked Patty.
"I had this dream about a week ago. Someone was carried away in an ambulance. I
don't know. It was like back when my daughter was 15. We would run up the hill
and
stand over a bluff looking down on our hogan, hiding from my two sons, who would
be
fighting after drinking all day. Then one day, they really got carried away. One
of
them got hauled away in an ambulance. But that was many years ago. I don't know
why
I would have a dream like that now. I know what I’ll do for my grandson. I'll
arrange a sing for him. He doesn’t visit often enough. He needs protection out
there."
Sandwater Woman left the store in high spirits. Her grandson was coming for a
visit,
and she was finally going to do what she’s been wanting to do for him for many
years.
For the next two days before Bennie's visit, Sandwater Woman made preparation
for a
three-day sing. She drove to a well-known Stargazer up near Navajo Mountain.
Stella
agreed to help when Bennie comes in. Then she went to a well-known medicine man
who
did sings on a regular basis down towards Zuni. He agreed to be the medicine
person.
Sandwater Woman told Hatali Sam that she would do it, except her eyes and mind
aren't good anymore.
Then she told all her sisters and brothers that her grandson was coming for a
visit
and she was having a sing for him. Her neighbor down the road donated a fat
sheep.
Her brother from Sheeps Canyon volunteered to bring barrels of water in his
pick-up
truck. Another neighbor said he would get the wood. In two days, everything was
ready for Bennie's arrival. The sandpainting materials, the water, the wood, the
tobacco, the hogan and singers were all arranged.
Bennie called Patty at the store and told her he’d arrived in Albuquerque and
was
driving a rental. Patty got off the phone and immediately drove to Sandwater
Woman's
place and told her that Bennie was two hours away. They were all nervous and
excited.
That afternoon, Sandwater Woman and Bennie were finally together after a long
six-year-long absence. Neither was the affectionate type, and both were somewhat
shy. So instead of hugging and crying, they hugged one time and shook hands.
Then
they each pulled up a chair to the table and visited over a cup of coffee and
tortilla bread.
Bennie tried to find a place in their conversation for his reason of coming.
Just as
he was about to say it, Sandwater Woman told Bennie that they needed to hurry
and
finish the visiting and get started before the sun went down. Bennie wasn't sure
what she was talking about. “Just as well.” he thought. He wasn't sure how was
going
to tell Sandwater Woman why he was there, anyway.
So he followed her out the door and into her truck. She drove out to Hatali Sam
to
bring him in and get the sing started. They arrived at his place and knocked on
the
door. No one answered. After four hard knocks, someone from inside slowly
cracked
the door open. It was Hatali Sam. He was drunk. Sandwater Woman was infuriated
that
a medicine man such as he would do such a thing. She stormed from the door and
back
to her truck. She sat in the truck collecting her thoughts, tapping her thumbs
on
the steering wheel. Bennie sat silently beside her. Her eyes raced back and
forth,
upper lip stiff, trying to come up with an alternate. She looked out into the
horizon and the sun was still two hands high. She quickly started the truck and
drove up north to Crystal Mountain, north of Gallup. She knew of another man who
had
once tagged along with her late husband as an associate.
They blazed north up Highway 666. At about 20 miles north of Gallup, they took a
detour onto a very rough dirt road. Bennie hung on to his seatbelt as she ran
over
deep ruts in the dirt road. The truck bounced left and right, as did Bennie. The
drive seem to go on and on for Bennie. One place looked like only a half-track
could
go there, but Sandwater Woman swung the truck left and right and up the hill
etched
with deep, crooked ruts-- and made it to the top. The truck was smoking, and
finally
made it to the would-be medicine man's hogan.
They sat in the truck and waited for anyone from the hogan to come out and greet
them. Finally, a young lady came out. Bennie perked up at the sight of her. She
came
to the driver’s side and looked Bennie over as she and Sandwater Woman spoke to
each
other. The lady told them to wait in the truck, and she would bring Chester out.
Sandwater Woman looked out to the horizon once again. The Sun was nearing the
point
of no return.
Chester emerged from the hogan. He walked toward the truck, and Sandwater Woman
got
out to meet him privately. Bennie could see their heads bobbing and lips moving.
Chester looked back at the truck to see Bennie, then back at Sandwater Woman.
After
five or so minutes, they shook hands, and Chester went back into his hogan.
Sandwater Woman returned to the truck. A couple of minutes later, Chester walked
back to the truck. Bennie hopped out to let Chester ride up front, and he in the
back.
After they shook hands and had gotten back onto the smooth highway, they headed
back
to Sandwater Woman's place, where preparations had started. The sun had just
gone
behind the horizon and the canyon was beginning to go dark. It was then that
Sandwater Woman finally told Bennie what was happening. Bennie had no idea.
Tears
welled up in his eyes. He was overcome with joy that he was finally going to
experience a real sing.
They arrived at the house where everyone was busy getting the food ready. The
sandpainting was almost done. Chester walked into the hogan to clear out any
spirits
who might be there. Then he told the sandpainter to finish up the painting for
the
patient and get the sing started. Chester walked all the way around the hogan
clockwise and swirled a bullhorn to summon the Holy Ones to help him, and then
he
said a prayer. He walked into the empty hogan and sat down north and above of
the
sandpainting. Chester called out for Bennie and motioned him to walk clockwise
around the sandpainting and behind him and sit to his left next to him, and his
grandmother next to Bennie. Three male singers walked in behind Sandwater Woman
and
sat to her left. Then three female singers walked in in single-file and sat on
the
dirt floor to Chester's right. All the while, Chester sang songs. When everyone
was
seated, he stopped singing and explained to everyone what was taking place. He
then
turned to Bennie to repeat after him. His grandmother had to coach him on his
Navajo. But throughout the night, he didn't have to do anything else except sit and
listen to the singing and prayers. All night long, song after song. Bennie was
instructed that at no time should he sleep or doze. Singers could rest or sleep,
but
his grandmother, Chester and Bennie had to stay awake until sunrise. Only then
could
Bennie walk outside.
The second evening would be a repeat of tonight.
Bennie’s eyes and mind grew tired. He could barely stay awake. It wasn't fair
that
others could rest their weary heads but not him, he thought. Then, in the early
morning before dawn, Chester took out his medicine bag and prepared a liquid
mixture. He rolled a cigarette and lit it. He took several puffs and passed it
around to the male singers, beginning with Bennie. He took a puff and handed it
off
to his grandmother. She passed it to the singers to her left, who repeated this
until it was all smoked up. Then Chester took the bowl and took three small sips
and
passed the mixture to his left until it was all drunk up by the singers.
The next morning, everyone got up and walked around outside. Bennie slowly got
up
from his position and was helped by one of the singers to his feet. Bennie
staggered
out the door. The bright sun nearly floored him to the ground. He eyes adjusted
to
the sun. Then he faced the West, away from the sun. Something strange was taking
place in Bennie's mind. He stopped and looked behind him. He had a strong sense
that
someone was
standing behind him. But when he looked, nobody was there. That spooked him.
Chester
came to him and asked how he was holding up. Bennie told him that he felt
light-headed and that he sensed someone following him. Chester wasn't sure what
to
make of this, and quickly told him to get back inside, as he’d never heard of
anything like this in any of his sings.
As soon as Bennie got back inside, he heard Chester tell the others to be on
alert
for unwelcome spirits.
The third day and evening continued in much the same fashion as the first two
nights. Everyone was back inside to sing and pray more. The third morning came,
and
Bennie was asleep. Chester woke him up and told him to wash his body in the
white
corn mix in the medicine basket. Bennie washed as much of his body and hair as
he
could. Then Chester got up and went outside. He said a prayer to the rising sun
and
sprinkled corn pollen to his path. Then he came back in and offered the corn
pollen
to Bennie.
The sing had ended. And Bennie was whole again, according to his grandmother's
beliefs.
Bennie was feeling better, too, even after nearly two sleepless nights. Then
everyone gathered around him to help get his mind and spirit back in order. The
lovely lady from Chester's house brought a plate of food for him. But this time,
he
was too tired to perk up; he thanked her, anyway. Her face seemed like it was
from
another time.
The following day, Bennie got ready to return to Oklahoma. He was sure glad he’d
had
the experience. He told his grandmother that he would visit her more often.
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